Friday, July 18, 2008

God Uses Humans


I wrote an article on Monday and submitted it to LIVE editor. On Friday I received a short note of acceptance and “you will receive payment shortly.” The same thing happened the next week. On Friday I did a Hallelujah Praise dance when a second letter arrived with promised payment.

When the check arrived I set it on the kitchen table for husband to drool over. Two days later the check still sat on the table, I figured we’d drop it by the bank on Monday.

Only Monday the carpet cleaners were to arrive at 10 a.m. Husband “invited” me to help him remove the furniture. We never made it to the bank.

The carpets didn’t dry. Monday night, despite the disarray I decided to fill out a deposit slip for the LIVE check, only I couldn’t find the check. I scoured the kitchen from refrigerator to pantry. From table top to floor. Leafed through a billion papers and moved lamps, books, photos and magazines. No check.

LESSON: A check is money. No matter the amount, it should be treated like a precious commodity, not an award to be ogled. Several people called Monday evening. I whined to each one about my lost check. All promised to pray. At 10 p.m. I said, “Hon, when you lose something, you don’t sleep.” He got involved. Looked in all the places I looked, but when he knelt on the floor he saw the check lodged under a chair.

There is something about his humbled position that really touched me. I had looked on the floor, but not like he did. I’d stooped from the waist to give a cursory glance under the table. I did not kneel.

Believe me, I did pray for the Lord’s help and I asked all those friends to pray I’d find the lost check, but when husband cared enough to get involved, I felt better. It seemed like he gave me a beautiful gift when I saw him get on his knees—maybe because he did more than just a mere ‘lookseecan’tfind’ type help.

Amazing how one lost check touched my heart?
Another lesson learned: God answers prayer in interesting ways. I might have found the check myself, but I’d have missed the gift of grace from my “I do care for your needs” husband.

Keep your eyes open—God is using a human to answer one of your prayer requests today.

Friday, July 11, 2008

Speaking of Speaking

How did you get over the fear of speaking before people? That question reminds me of years ago when husband would ask, “How do you get to Carnegie Hall?” He’d wait a bit and then say, “Practice baby. Practice.” That’s the way to be the best, speaker, too. Keep going.

I became a speaker when pushed lovingly by my husband, and the Lord, to fill positions in the church. Gary decided to enter the ministry 12 years after we were married. While he attended Bible College, I completed classes offered to the wives and piano lessons, too. I am an extrovert, but unlike most, I struggle with shyness. (Well I did at one time and still do if I’m in unfamiliar territory.)

Ministry in small churches is a great way to overcome a lot of self. Forced to lead the music, play the piano and direct the choir—in one church I did all three—teaches you to care for others and forget self.

At one point, I asked a piano instructor, “How do I get over being so nervous. I’m sure I’ll blunder.”

He answered, “Why do you think people come to listen for your mistakes? Don’t focus on yourself. Your congregation (audience) is your best friend. Your champion.”

This last fall (a hundred years after those church settings), I spoke in several churches. I felt so inadequate, positive I had nothing new to say. My husband wisely said, “There may be only one person, but that one person has never heard your message before.”

After each speaking engagement I heard, “The Lord sent you here for me.” I may not be the best speaker, but I’m the one the Lord sent to do that job.

Kat still in Omaha

Sunday, July 6, 2008

I'm a Wannabe Superwoman

HOW DO I FIGURE OUT HOW TO WORK OVERTIME, clean house, keep the kitchen table free from writing trivia, backup the computer, practice music with husband daily, play chess over the evening meal, finish my goals, sleep (what? Who wants to sleep? It is such a time waster). And of course, start each day with the Lord.

Obviously I couldn’t do all the above, but I tried. I kept going for a time, but then I found myself crabby at work. No, I didn’t instigate any discord or spout off with bad words, but I didn’t find the joy in my job.

Before long I realized I had my list backwards. The “And of course, start each day with the Lord” needed to be first on my list and first in my day.

There are those night people who find their quiet time before bed. Me, I’m a morning person. I’m freshest early in the day so I give my freshest bestest me to the Lord and honestly, I do find more minutes in the day.

Never ever understood the tithing principle but I know from experience that when I give 10% off the first of our dollars, God increases the 90% to take care of our needs. It’s the same way with time—give him the best of your hours and He helps you work with greater peace.

Did I say you will be Superwoman? Naw, but try my approach. It works.

Have a peace filled day,
Kat
www.katcrawford.com